ATTENTION

hey guys
i haven't blogged in a while, and i have changed in the time that i didn't.
i have started a new blog: http://www.thoughtforfoodd.blogspot.com
please read, follow, subscribe, whatever.
i'll be sure to read yours :)
-mdm

tik tok.

woah man i haven't blogged in foreverrrrrrrrr.
sorry.
i really want to get my nose pierced.
i also really want grunge boots.
jalapeno doritos are my new favorite.
the painting will be a challenge, but i can do it.
i want my mango smoothie.
off the shoulder. clipped back.
thinking sideways.
yesterday was the scariest.

i would upload a picture, but i'm too lazy.
and i have to memorize a bajillion lines for theatre tomorrow.
-mdm

Art of Life.

Today was there.
I woke up, had a protein shake, and straightened my hair.
I went to school.
I like my anatomy class, that book would help.
My dress went well with black tights.
Her face was insane.
He wrapped his arms around me, and wouldn't let go.
She actually looked impressed.
He liked it, too. Wowzers.
They were crunchy grapes.
I painted it red.
They all raved about mine. It was gory.
She kept singing 'Switch.'
I bit my necklace.
We talked of our futures.
I want that rainbow hair.
I also want a lizard.
And some other stuff.
I would choose octopus, I would challenge them.
I love his smell.
I cried.
I read.
Now i'm exhausted,
Goodnight, Moon.
and what the heck, Goodnight to all the rest of you.
-mdm

curl up and die.

I've been thinking about college a lot, lately.
Probably because my boyfriend is making his portfolio and writing his essays.
It's weird...leaving everyone that you've been friends with for years, starting off with a blank canvas....it's so scary.
I mean, it's new and fresh and awesome to be making new friends and stuff,
but it's going to be so sad to not have your old friends close by.
Deciding who you are, and what you're going to do with your life...
I don't know, I still have a year and a half left of highschool to worry about.
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It's snowing in the middle of October....that's Connecticut for ya.
-mdm

feel like i could just fly.

I really can't wait to see 'Where The Wild Things Are'.

^^i love this.
-mdm

read.

i feel too much.
that's what's going on.
do you think one can feel too much?
or just feel in the wrong ways?
my insides don't match up with my outsides,
do anyone's insides and outsides match up?
i don't know. i'm only me.
maybe that's what a person's personality is;
the difference between the inside and the outside.

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dodododododo.

multicolored leaves are blowing against my window.
right now.
right this very second.
it's quite windy, if i do say so myself.
and i wore a ripped up hoodie today to keep myself comfy.
and then i stood center stage,
and recited my lines as told.
but i'm adjusting.
we talked, and then we talked.
..............
i'm going mentally insane, if you hadn't realized.

^^ i thought my eyes looked cool.
[WHY IS A RAVEN LIKE A WRITING DESK?]